I woke up the other day, all excited for the energy that I
felt! I opened my eyes wide and saw lots
of smiling faces looking down at me. I looked
around a couple times, hoping to see my parents, and I have to admit, I was a
bit sad when their faces didn’t appear.
I didn’t want the nurses to feel bad, though, so I continued looking
around and interacting with them – I love them too you know.
My parents have been a bit worried about my breathing
lately. They keep turning up the
settings on my ventilator. I had the doc
remind them that they aren’t as high as before I went on the steroids so they
won’t worry as much. I’m working extra
hard on growing so when they give me a chance again in the next week or so I
can get off that ventilator. I’ve
doubled my birthweight, and toned my muscles to reach a hefty 1 lb and 14
oz. Okay, so I did lose a little yesterday,
which puts me at 1 pound 13 today technically, but I’ll put that back on in no
time!
I found out later the reasons my parents weren’t there. They were at home with my grandparents and
some of my aunts and uncles having a “1 foot” party. You see, I grew to be 12 inches that
day. I’m probably even taller now. Here are some pictures they showed me of the
party. (It was too bad Grandpa Paul was out of town, since the party was his idea!)
Also, I guess I didn’t wake up at the right time. It’s so hard to keep track of time in my
little room. I just leave that to the
nurses. They usually wake me up every
three hours to move me, change me, and feed me – 9, 12, 3 and 6 around the
clock. I guess that I wasn’t breathing
like they liked me to be, though, so they decided to turn me and take care of
all that early, and when my parents came a little before 9 to see me I was fast
asleep. I found out that they were just
as bummed as I was, so the next night I made sure that I was wide awake for
when they came! Boy were they excited to
see me! They took tons of pictures! I was so excited to see them, and trying so
hard to let them feel my love as I focused and looked at them, that sometimes I
went cross-eyed. Embarrassing,
right? My eyes are still working on this
automatic focus thing. I bet you just
thought it always came automatically.
Reminds ya to not take anything for granted!
This time it was Dad's turn for a treat! I worked extra hard to breathe well, so that I would get more time interacting with my parents. I did so well, that dad got his first turn to give me a kiss! I tell you what, I have the best daddy in the whole wide world! I like to dream about all the adventures we're gonna go on when I get strong enough.
Love, Marshall
Yay! Fun party. I love that Tyler got his first kiss, so sweet!
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